Keeping on with the theme of my previous newspost... As morbid as it was, details aside... I'm back... and seeing a psychiatrist. I've been classified as a "high risk" individual, and have been given a few options for "treatment".

I can't say I'm fond of any of these options in all honesty, but in hindsight, while I'm still in a sane state of mind, they're probably a good idea.
And on an implied suggestion from the first (of the 3 I've seen so far) psychiatrist, I have taken indefinite leave from my current job (Shift work, days and nights). Seeing as where I work can be a dangerous place for someone with my current state of mind, not to mention the constantly shifting sleep schedule, it was decided that until I work out a few things, that I'd be better off on leave.

Honestly, I'd be surprised if I had a job by the time I'm done, they can't outright fire me because of the reason I'm taking this leave, but employers always have their ways of twisting the situation to let someone go. And I wouldn't be surprised if they did, as the 2 days in which I disappeared, both of them were work days, and neither of them I called in (Second I couldn't as I was nowhere near a phone).

In any case... here's to hoping I can be a sane individual again sometime in the future and I can get back to working on my music.